-sakit hati-
-sedih-
-kecewa-
-putus asa-
-marah-
semua perasaan yang timbul krena kurangnya rasa syukur atas apa yang kita punya..
sesakit apapun hati kita, sesedih apapun perasaan kita, pastikan kita tetap bersyukur karena semua yang kita rasakan adalah anugera dari Yang Kuasa. Rasa sakit adalah sebuah pengingat agar kita tidak lupa bersyukur atas nikmat yang kita punya sebelum rasa sakit itu datang. HIdup ini seperi roda.. selalu seimbang dalam berputar.. yang tadinya diatas akan berpindah ke bawah.. sealiknya, yang tadinya dibawah bisa saja bertukar tempat dengan yang di bawah. Bersyukur, bersyukur, dan bersyukurlah orang-orang yang masih bisa merasakan rasa sakit dan sedih.. tandanya Allah masih sayang dengan kita, masih mengingatkan kita untuk melihat sekeliling, bahwa kita termasuk orang-orang yang beruntung.
Ngomong doang emang gampang, tapi saya ngga ngomong doang.. Kalau kita masih susah bersyukur dengan keadaan yang kita punya, coba deh pergi ke suatu tempat yang bukan tempat bermewah-mewahan. ngga usah jauh dan repot.. bagi kita yang di ibukota, naik saja metromini, jurusan manapun. Disitu kita akan menemukan banyak hal yang bisa menguatkan rasa bersyukur kita. Lihat pengamen itu, hidupnya keras, setiap hari harus berkawan dengan jalanan berdebu, menyanyi, atau sekedar membaca puisi, barulah dia dapat duit. atau lihatlah pengemis itu, mengais, memohon sedekah dari orang lain, baru dia dapet duit. Baru dia bisa makan. Sementara kita, dirumah, dikosan, hidup berkecukupan. duit dari orang tua, makan tingal beli. Ngga perlu mengais-ngais, ngga perlu pinta-pinta, ngga perlu berkawan jalanan berdebu, diberi sedikit saja rasa sakit sudah menyerah.
Bersyukur.. bersyukur.. semua yang kita punya ini sudah yang terbaik yang harus kita dapat. Alla nga pernah ngasi apa yang kita pingin, tapi Allah ngasi yang kita butuh. Percaya aja, kalo kita bersyukur, ngga ada ruginya.
God only gives happy ending. If it's not happy, then it's not the end.
Aku benci 13 Mei
LADY GAGA - "Speechless"
I can't believe what you said to me
Last night when we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up
I can't believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies
Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?
I'll never talk again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless
And I'll never love again,
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless
I can't believe how you slurred at me
With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams
I can't believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He's gonna get you and after he's through
There's gonna be no love left to rye
And I know that it's complicated
But I'm a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends
I'll never talk again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless so speechless
I'll never love again,
Oh friend you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless
How?
Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow
Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow
And after all the drinks and bars that we've been to
Would you give it all up?
Could I give it all up for you?
And after all the boys and girls that we've been through
Would you give it all up?
Could you give it all up?
If I promise boy to you
That I'll never talk again
And I'll never love again
I'll never write a song
Won't even sing along
I'll never love again
So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless
Why you so speechless, so speechless?
Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
You've left me speechless so speechless
Some men may follow me
But you choose "death and company"
Why you so speechless? Oh oh oh
13 Mei 2002
Pagi itu semuanya berakhir, tanpa kata pisah, dan tanpa ucapan selamat tinggal.
Semuanya terjadi begitu saja. Mulai dari masalah-masalah kecil yang terjadi beberapa hari sebelumnya, hingga adu mulut yang terjadi pagi itu, dan diakhiri dengan diem-dieman sampe batas waktu yang ngga ditentukan. Namanya juga anak SMP, marahan juga bisanya diem-dieman.. ada masalah ya ngambek-ngambekan.. Oke, akhirnya aku putuskan tanggal 13 Mei 2002 itu ya tanggal putus ku sama pacar pertama ku.
13 Mei 2010
Malam ini semuanya berakhir. Segala penantian penuh kesetiaan yang selama ini aku pertahanin udah ngga ada gunanya. Runtuh semua puing-puing harapan yang aku bangun sama kamu. Awalnya kupikir semua ini cuma masalah waktu, ternyata benar, memang masalah waktu.. waktu yang memisahkan kita.. Aku salah. Aku salah menilai kamu. Aku menunggu kamu buat ngomong, aku ngga mau ngomong duluan, eh... begini hasilnya. =(
aku rela kok... aku rela kamu bersama orang yang tepat sekarang. orang itu memang jauh lebih baik daripada aku. aku memang ngga ada apa-apanya dibanding dia. aku sadari itu. Tapi pun kamu ngga berhak seenaknya walaupun tanpa sadar, memainkan hatiku... :'(
I can't believe what you said to me
Last night when we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up
I can't believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies
Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?
I'll never talk again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless
And I'll never love again,
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless
I can't believe how you slurred at me
With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams
I can't believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He's gonna get you and after he's through
There's gonna be no love left to rye
And I know that it's complicated
But I'm a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends
I'll never talk again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless so speechless
I'll never love again,
Oh friend you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless
How?
Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow
Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow
And after all the drinks and bars that we've been to
Would you give it all up?
Could I give it all up for you?
And after all the boys and girls that we've been through
Would you give it all up?
Could you give it all up?
If I promise boy to you
That I'll never talk again
And I'll never love again
I'll never write a song
Won't even sing along
I'll never love again
So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless
Why you so speechless, so speechless?
Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
You've left me speechless so speechless
Some men may follow me
But you choose "death and company"
Why you so speechless? Oh oh oh
13 Mei 2002
Pagi itu semuanya berakhir, tanpa kata pisah, dan tanpa ucapan selamat tinggal.
Semuanya terjadi begitu saja. Mulai dari masalah-masalah kecil yang terjadi beberapa hari sebelumnya, hingga adu mulut yang terjadi pagi itu, dan diakhiri dengan diem-dieman sampe batas waktu yang ngga ditentukan. Namanya juga anak SMP, marahan juga bisanya diem-dieman.. ada masalah ya ngambek-ngambekan.. Oke, akhirnya aku putuskan tanggal 13 Mei 2002 itu ya tanggal putus ku sama pacar pertama ku.
13 Mei 2010
Malam ini semuanya berakhir. Segala penantian penuh kesetiaan yang selama ini aku pertahanin udah ngga ada gunanya. Runtuh semua puing-puing harapan yang aku bangun sama kamu. Awalnya kupikir semua ini cuma masalah waktu, ternyata benar, memang masalah waktu.. waktu yang memisahkan kita.. Aku salah. Aku salah menilai kamu. Aku menunggu kamu buat ngomong, aku ngga mau ngomong duluan, eh... begini hasilnya. =(
aku rela kok... aku rela kamu bersama orang yang tepat sekarang. orang itu memang jauh lebih baik daripada aku. aku memang ngga ada apa-apanya dibanding dia. aku sadari itu. Tapi pun kamu ngga berhak seenaknya walaupun tanpa sadar, memainkan hatiku... :'(
LADY GAGA - "Speechless"
I can't believe what you said to me
Last night when we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up
I can't believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies
Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?
I'll never talk again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless
And I'll never love again,
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless
I can't believe how you slurred at me
With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams
I can't believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He's gonna get you and after he's through
There's gonna be no love left to rye
And I know that it's complicated
But I'm a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends
I'll never talk again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless so speechless
I'll never love again,
Oh friend you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless
How?
Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow
Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow
And after all the drinks and bars that we've been to
Would you give it all up?
Could I give it all up for you?
And after all the boys and girls that we've been through
Would you give it all up?
Could you give it all up?
If I promise boy to you
That I'll never talk again
And I'll never love again
I'll never write a song
Won't even sing along
I'll never love again
So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless
Why you so speechless, so speechless?
Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
You've left me speechless so speechless
Some men may follow me
But you choose "death and company"
Why you so speechless? Oh oh oh
13 Mei 2002
Pagi itu semuanya berakhir, tanpa kata pisah, dan tanpa ucapan selamat tinggal.
Semuanya terjadi begitu saja
I can't believe what you said to me
Last night when we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up
I can't believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies
Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?
I'll never talk again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless
And I'll never love again,
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless
I can't believe how you slurred at me
With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams
I can't believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He's gonna get you and after he's through
There's gonna be no love left to rye
And I know that it's complicated
But I'm a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends
I'll never talk again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless so speechless
I'll never love again,
Oh friend you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless
How?
Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow
Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow
And after all the drinks and bars that we've been to
Would you give it all up?
Could I give it all up for you?
And after all the boys and girls that we've been through
Would you give it all up?
Could you give it all up?
If I promise boy to you
That I'll never talk again
And I'll never love again
I'll never write a song
Won't even sing along
I'll never love again
So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless
Why you so speechless, so speechless?
Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
You've left me speechless so speechless
Some men may follow me
But you choose "death and company"
Why you so speechless? Oh oh oh
13 Mei 2002
Pagi itu semuanya berakhir, tanpa kata pisah, dan tanpa ucapan selamat tinggal.
Semuanya terjadi begitu saja
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