Aku benci 13 Mei

LADY GAGA - "Speechless"

I can't believe what you said to me
Last night when we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby you gave up, you gave up

I can't believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

I'll never talk again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless

And I'll never love again,
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless

I can't believe how you slurred at me
With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams

I can't believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He's gonna get you and after he's through
There's gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it's complicated
But I'm a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

I'll never talk again
Oh boy you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless so speechless

I'll never love again,
Oh friend you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless

How?
Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow

Haaaa-oooo-wow?
H-ooow?
Wow

And after all the drinks and bars that we've been to
Would you give it all up?
Could I give it all up for you?

And after all the boys and girls that we've been through
Would you give it all up?
Could you give it all up?

If I promise boy to you
That I'll never talk again
And I'll never love again
I'll never write a song
Won't even sing along

I'll never love again
So speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless
Why you so speechless, so speechless?

Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
You've left me speechless so speechless

Some men may follow me
But you choose "death and company"
Why you so speechless? Oh oh oh


13 Mei 2002
Pagi itu semuanya berakhir, tanpa kata pisah, dan tanpa ucapan selamat tinggal.
Semuanya terjadi begitu saja. Mulai dari masalah-masalah kecil yang terjadi beberapa hari sebelumnya, hingga adu mulut yang terjadi pagi itu, dan diakhiri dengan diem-dieman sampe batas waktu yang ngga ditentukan. Namanya juga anak SMP, marahan juga bisanya diem-dieman.. ada masalah ya ngambek-ngambekan.. Oke, akhirnya aku putuskan tanggal 13 Mei 2002 itu ya tanggal putus ku sama pacar pertama ku.

13 Mei 2010
Malam ini semuanya berakhir. Segala penantian penuh kesetiaan yang selama ini aku pertahanin udah ngga ada gunanya. Runtuh semua puing-puing harapan yang aku bangun sama kamu. Awalnya kupikir semua ini cuma masalah waktu, ternyata benar, memang masalah waktu.. waktu yang memisahkan kita.. Aku salah. Aku salah menilai kamu. Aku menunggu kamu buat ngomong, aku ngga mau ngomong duluan, eh... begini hasilnya. =(
aku rela kok... aku rela kamu bersama orang yang tepat sekarang. orang itu memang jauh lebih baik daripada aku. aku memang ngga ada apa-apanya dibanding dia. aku sadari itu. Tapi pun kamu ngga berhak seenaknya walaupun tanpa sadar, memainkan hatiku... :'(